Saturday, November 27, 2010

Help me..

God.. please help me..

I really dont know what to do now.. I am feeling this sense of loss for the past few days.. It had been bothering me.. I want to cry it out, but i dont wish to let my family knows, please help me god..

I am lost. I dont know what to do. Really.

Its part of my life. Suddenly, its taken away. I can't handle it.

I want to shout everything out.. cry everything out..

Posted by You are Corrupted ! at 4:57 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

God. I dont know what to do.

I am lost now. Really lost.

We swear that we will be brothers forever. But somehow, i couldn't stand it anymore.

It's like, I knew your condition is getting worst, your arms, legs and the rest of your body is itching. I went all the way to the Pharmacy and bought you medication, and sent it all the way to school. I was afraid that your wounds may itch again during your camp.. It was meant to be a surprise. But...

Why ? You just said "Thanks" and walks off ? Don't you find it too un-appreciative ? I mean.. DAM UN-APPRECIATIVE ? I went through all those trouble to find the medicine and sent it to you personally.. and you think the medicine is dam cheap ? Dream on. Don't take me for granted please bro..

Sometimes, i just feel like keeping my nose off everything . Trust me, i did. My friends had already ask me to stay away.. But i didn't. I know there is something bothering you, and you know it too.

WAKE UP BRO !

Posted by You are Corrupted ! at 11:46 PM

Monday, November 8, 2010

Been a long time.

Yeah yeah. I know. It had been a long time.. O levels are finishing. One more science paper to go. Whatever. Not in the mood anyway.

Yeah . Adults . Please get this clear. Wake up please. Better don't treat your children like slaves. Please. We have our rights to have freedom. You thinking locking children up at home will better nurture them ? No. Please.

I seriously hate you people.

And you too, but not as much. Why ? I sacrifice my lunch for you, and all i get was a Thank you ? I deserve nothing more isit ?

Why ? Don't you understand english or chinese ? I told you a time and again, yet you seemed as you don't understand. What ? Next year we don't meet le ,you happy huh ? You take it as nothing ? But for me, it meant alot. It's like losing a piece of my flesh, meat. MORE of a piece, one big lump.

We meet like around less than an hour each week. Seriously, its doesn't matter you ?

People told me to not care much about you. Just give up on you. But we made a promise ever since we met beginning of this year. Yes, i know you agreed with it. That's why i am not dumping you away. Yes, i also admit that i was abit harsh that day. Sorry.

I really dont know what to do with my life anymore. People are leaving one by one. I hate it. FML.

Posted by You are Corrupted ! at 12:46 AM