Thursday, December 23, 2010
Life seriously sucks.
To my brother. I know you wont be seeing this. So im going to write it here.
Like, I dont understand what ive done wrong to deserve all the shit im getting now ? You promise and assure me that we will remains brother for life. Or can i say that nothing lasts forever ? :(
You gone like that, Just like that. Poof. Gone. I asked you what had happened, and you ran away, escape from reality. Dont dare to face me? I dont know what happened to you, you totally change. Changed into someone i dont know. I'm disappointed.
I know, people. Laugh all you want. I dont care.
Alot of people have asked me to let go, just give up and continue my life. I think thats what im going to do? Unless you come back.
Thanks ShiChin, Natalie and HuiLin. You guys know me well.
I have three hints today, and i dont know what they mean.
- This morning, as i entered Youtube, they recommended me some christian songs. [ What is the implication ? Isit asking me to pray and be patience ? Or am i not devoted enough ? ]
- Next, I suddenly see a quote from Sir Gregory, which says "Accepting what we cannot change and also in embracing all that life puts in store for us. " [ Isit asking me to drop it and continue with life ? ]
- Lastly, my phone music player played a song " Move Along ".
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, Move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, Move along
[ Really asking me to move along ? ]
Life sucks. seriously. Christmas in two days, i just want you to come back, my bro.
Posted by You are Corrupted ! at 12:29 AM
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Im doing this again. Every year.
Well. 2010 is coming to an end, I'll be doing the same thing again.
2010 ended quickly. The fastest year ever.
To me, 2010 is the most awesome year throughout my 17years. Its all because of my awesome brother, James Sui Zheng. The only brother that cares for me alot. Spending everyday with me, high-ing, randoming and bringing me to places i like. Going to his house for tennis, swimming and dinner with his family. I will never forget the few memorable things we did this year. Ubin trip, farm trip, my birthday at your house, Escape at downtown East, all the Bugis trips and things that happened during October/November. You will always be my awesome brother, Always. 有福同享,有难同当, You told me this. Our fondest memories :)
Next, People in school, Yvonne, Janice, Weiquan , Pearly, Hsiyuan and alot more. Thanks for being with in throughout this year. I know i have been throwing you guys to one side ever since James became my brother. But dont worry, You guys are still my AWESOMEs :X
Next, Wilson Wang, Wilson Ang, Wesley, HongGeap. I know it had been a long time since we last went out together. I'm sorry. Maybe we can go out soon ! :D
NPGGSBPC, I didnt forget you leh ! :) HAHA ! Birthday coming soon le ! :D YAY ! :D:D
ShiChin, Thanks for cheering me up during my darkness period in life ! :) You have been an awesome family member of mine ! :) You must cheer up too ! :) Though i dont know what happened to you, still, be optimistic ! :D
KuahHuiLin ! Wo mei you wang ji ni ! :D Thanks for helping me with accounts during the olevel period ! Studying together was awesome ! :) And also, thanks for cheering me up too ! :) Heehee ! :D
Things to do before 2010 :- I Just want didi to change back to as he was ! :(
2011 ! - Being close brothers with James :)
- Good results for Olevels !
- Good course ! :D
Thats all... :X
Posted by You are Corrupted ! at 3:33 PM
